When love become family

Everything changed when the status changes.

When love become ur family....things changed....

I no longer accept who u are. U no longer give me a Fairytale life. I shouldnt have pinned high hope on u? We are not here talking abt "betraying". Things breaking up not only betraying. Even simple things that keep on rolling over, just like snow became a big snowman. Things gone uncontrollable. I no longer jus wan to hear "Ok, sorry!" I'm waiting for u to change but u didnt. When my temper got nasty, u failed to understand why... I'm left with zero patience towards u.

We both failed to work thing out. I'm expecting high/much from u. Don't be just like other guys, quarrel, says I'm sorry n that's it. Don't be like a kid to me, when mummy ask u to do work den u will do. Please! Behaved like a adult! U are father of one! Take initiative!

How bad can it be when love changes to family? Yes! It's definitely super bad for us, between us. ESP when u are kind of person don't listen to ur family. How the way u treat ur parents, the way u turn deaf on ur parents comments. I'm becoming one of them. U turned deaf when I speak to u on our problems. That's how we have becoming to.

Living together is a great test for us ESP now we have a kid. Can we overcome those problems? I have no confidence. Our nest is gonna to be ready soon. Now things are already bad enough, I really can't imagine when we moved in to our own hse.

As a father, I just like many other mummies, find u not doing enough. U simply end things with "I don't know how to do.." too many simple chores u can't n u don't know how to do. I'm also not like other women, remaining cool n calm n do everything by myself quietly. I will jus shout out loud~

You wont realize n come to awake when u are saying to us, "I don't know how to do..." it is so much irritating n showing off how useless u are being a man. All I expect u to do, share the hse chore load, share the taking care of BB load, stop saying I don't know n get ur ass to learn. Stay absolute fresh n clean when u handling BB. Issit too much to ask from u?

If u can do those I stated well, I bet we can lead a simple peaceful life.....

越看似简单，越是难做到。。。

Family outing!

We brought Skyler for a swim~ He loves it! We tried to bring Skyler out weekly. If not he will be super bored staying at home facing four walls. Daddy is doing more compare to last time. We both love our baby Skyler. When we move in to our nest, it will be officially "complete" family. *counting down*...............

Now Daddy loves carrying Skyler as his neck is quite stable now.

Daddy even help out in carrying Skyler using a carrier! *happy*

~ Happy Family ~

Our adorable baby *buay pai sei*

Our new lifestyle...

Now is only Baby BAby BABY!
Don't have any couple life / husband & wife life.
So long din go for movies....shopping also bring baby along, which hubby don't seems to enjoy bring Skyler out, he find it very troublesome. In terms of transport & have to prepare & carry lots of things. A heavy diaper bag & stroller. Moreover, every three hrs Skyler has to drink milk. We have to find nursing room or a place to settle for milk time. (But I still pretty much enjoy bring Skyler with us)

Conflicts can nvr be less!
Hubby does help out some times.....
- He will sterilised milk bottle.
- If I'm carry / feed baby, he will help to prepare or get whatever I need him to

BUT!!!
He don't help baby to bath or change diaper!
He don't cut the nails for Skyler!
He sometimes will try to siam to feed Skyler!
He claimed that he scared! Coz Skyler has no head control yet....
So we shall see in the future if he help out for those he doesnt do it... =)

Family shopping trip

Hubby n I bring Skyler to Causeway Point. Today is the first time we three went shopping tgt without my mum tag along. Luckily we still can cope well. (Maybe not for Hubby) kekez. He said no more next time. But I enjoyed very much. Hehe.

We had a theme color of clothing for today's outing. It's Yellow! One of my fav color. Since we can't have the same clothes but at least same color.

The place I most wanted to bring Skyler to is Zoo!! I love zoo. Hubby n I went there almost every yr. It's also the place hubby proposed to me. Heee. I guess have to at least Skyler turns one yr old.

I will wait...

Parenthood

Now being a parent, no longer a lover, not jus husband n wife, with greater responsibilities.

More conflicts arise. I lose my cool at times. Feeling stressful and thinking he is not in any help. Feel he did not love me n baby.

Knowing I've to stand at his shoes, he got his own stress, feeling tired after work n classes.

Afterall, I know and also I hope I'm jus thinking too much, being over-sensitive. Hoping he is willingly to sacrifice all his time for this family, for me and baby. He will be a great dad n husband. We both have to learn tgt. Grow tgt. Build a healthy family for Skyler.

Next focus will be to have a comfortable nest for us. (by next yr)

Parenthood

Hubby & I are officially a Daddy & Mummy now~
Our precious name is Skyler Kok. Born on the 19th July 2010 @ Mount Alvernia Hospi.

I appreciated Hubby was there with me during labour.
He was very encouraging during my labour pain.
It was a pretty touching moment.
He witnessed his son, baby Skyler arrival.

After labour, I nearly entered a danger stage. Hubby worried.
Luckily, everything turn out fine for me.
He told me the sweetest thing, he doesn't want to try a 2nd one (child) as he don't want to see me so xin ku.

I know he is a great husband & will be a wonderful daddy.
Thou, I have phobia for going thru pregnancy & labour, if I manage to overcome it, I would still like to try to give my Hubby a daughter (he hope for), Skyler a little sister.

**2 yrs later den discuss this again~ whahahaha

Hubby, lets us together enjoy & learn to be a parent of baby Skyler~
I love you, Hubby.

Karate Kids

Watched Karate Kid by Jaden Smith & Jackie Chan

Hubby & I enjoyed the movie.
Reached home, hubby help me to massage my painful & swelling feet when i soak it in warm water.

Thanks Hubby.

Celebrate 2nd ROM anniversary cum 1st wedding anniversary

On this day, we celebrated our 2nd ROM anniversary cum our 1st wedding anniversary which falls on the 22nd Jun. =)

Buffet Lunch @ Kiseki

I cant have raw salmon due to pregnancy~ Himself enjoying alone~ sobz

I love cheese tofu~

Strawberry is his, Chocolate is mine...the mango yuckz

Happy anniversary to hubby (BB's Daddy) Next yr our precious will join in our celebration~

Love you~

3 more days...

3 more days to go....Its our 2nd ROM anniversary!

So upset that my hubby forgot abt this date. Sob~ He only remember 19th Jun is both our mother's bday~ I keep asking him..."and then? what else?...."
He couldnt recall. *faint*

6 more days to go...Its our 1st wedding anniversary!
Okie, it diff by 3 days only~

These 2 anniversary, our gift of love is still inside my stomach. Kekekez.
Our little precious will join us next yr~
This yr he will just stay inside mummy's tummy k? Bring you along to eat gd food *yummy*
Most prob is Japanese food.

Will update after our celebration~

I'm Sorry

I have been behaving very nasty thru out this pregnancy.
I would just throw my tantrum as I like.
I feel stressful for my 1st pregnancy. (Esp when I failed each test)

I know Hubby is also tired. He has to be the servant to serve me.
Did everything for me. Prepare everything for me.
He has his work stress for work n studies.
But he willing (or maybe unwilling) bear with my nasty temper.

I yelled n nagged at him very often. Just to vent out my unhappiness.

Just wanna say thank you & I'm sorry.

Love you still~

4 days of rest

I had gd 4 days of rest / holidays.

My dearie husband kept me accompany for all the 4 days. SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING~

28th May, he acc me to meet Jacmama for buffet to celebrate my bday. Then we both went shopping for bb stuff for the whole day till nite. Its been a long time since I pregnant that we both will shopped till late nite.

29th May, hubby acc me went back to Orchard to get a bag from adidas (The original). Just becoz i cant wait to buy it to use as diaper bag.

30th May, hubby acc me to Philips Carnival Warehouse sales. Coz I last min feel like gg to check if anything to get for baby n breast pump accessories...End up still dint manage to buy the breast pump accessories....Still only manage to buy for the things for our baby only from Philips Avent & Kiddy palace. Whahahhaa.
Evening time, Dinner with family @ Jack's place to celebrate my bday~

31st May, Im on leave, so hubby too~ We went to catch a movie, Shrek 4. Spent the afternn together~ Den evening time he go for his class.

Really thanks hubby for acc me every single day. Thou he was complaining that everyday shopping only shopped for bb stuffs n my stuffs. He bought nothing for himself. Kekekez.

Love you. ~ June is our anniversary. Our ROM & customary wedding anniversary~ *happy*

Routine Check-up

I'm really happy inside my heart that hubby will be there to acc me for each check-up.

Even the nurse also commented Why is ur hubby always acc you? But is gd that hubby is with you for each visit.

But so sad, next wed check up hubby couldnt acc me. Coz he got class that day. We always choose a tue to see Dr Ong. But this time round, Dr Ong fixed a date for me to see him due to my G.D. *sigh*

Hubby wont get to c our baby this visit loh~

4th Anniversary (Dating)

Today marked our 4th Dating anniversary.

4 yrs ago, we started dating.....
We R.O.Med in 2008
We got married (customary) in 2009
We becoming Daddy & Mummy in 2010

Feels gd that every yr got 1 big event going on.....It keep the "sparks" alive.
Hopefully, next yr (2011) big event will be...we able to move into our Love Nest. If not will be 2012~

Happy 4th dating anniversary to you, my dearest Hubby.

My Superman

I had a wonderful Hubby.

During this pregnancy, I really enjoyed being a Queen....All thanks for hubby.

Knowing he is tired with his work, studies....he still has to "serve" me. kekekz

He got no time to meet his frens...yet he still have to find time to acc me to go meet my frens...

Of coz there are times he does things to irritate me. Make me real pissed off...

But still glad I have him with me...

Happy Anniversary!

Happy 21st month ROM anniversary!

Hubby,
Thanks for acc me to each bb check up....
Thanks for tahan-ing my bad temper (esp during this pregnancy)....
Thanks for treating me like a Queen @ home....

We shall welcome our bb in 4 months time....

Love you always,
Darling

Valentine's Day 2010

Yes! That's my vday presents from Hubby.

Yippie Yippie~ My 1st Burberry Wallet.~

Every Morning...every night....

I couldnt get up early in the morning like I used to....He will give me a kiss before he goes to work....

I couldnt stay up late in the night....He will give me a kiss before he goes to slp....

Everyday, he will kiss me when I'm asleep....